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[15 Oct 2004|10:46am]
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I've become an enemy to myself. [01 Sep 2004|10:33am]
[ mood | drained ]

Updaaaaaaaaaate ho's.

I miss Rongo.
So what.

I re-read a lot of our old conversations this morning/last night and it made me sad.
But whaaaaatev.
Ha, and Anton too.

Welllll I'm in the IMC doing ..nothing. Nothing except getting files for my extemp speech. Gaah, I used to love speech class... now it makes me wanna vomit all of my breakfast out in some projectile, horizonal, water fall-like spew. THATS'S how it makse me feel ....


Some one at our school is named Halle Julia .. I thought it was funny, no one else gets it I guess...

Cool ass shit.

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[10 Jun 2004|10:11pm]
Don't read this, I don't even write half the shit inhere. go to my Blurty. www.blurty.com/userx/nxverhexrdofit
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[06 May 2004|09:19am]
1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says: "she really likes him..she gave him 1o dollars yesterday!"

2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?:

3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?:
Rugrats this morning before school

4: without looking guess what time it is:

5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?:
9:2o cuz I'm a fackin genious [I looked before the question]

6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?:
People talking in the computer lab

7: When did you last step outside? what were you doing?:
This morning out of the car to school.

9: What are you wearing?:
YMCA soccer shirt, jacket, jeans..shoes

10: Did you dream last night?
I dont remember, it had to do with lots of beads on teh floor

11: When did you last laugh?
This morning

12: What is on the walls of the room you are in?:
pink paint and dream catchers

13: Seen anything weird lately?:
nah..besides work..no lol

14: What do you think of this quiz?:
random...entertaining to us ADD kids

15: What is the last film you saw?:
umm...Dawn of the Dead

16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?: I would pay for my college tuition...then pay for my friends!

17: Tell me something about you that I don't know: umm.. my tally... lol haha .. and you still don't know!

18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?: Get rid of Bush...then try to achive some of the idealistic views that we previously had.

First,19: Do you like to dance?:
Yes..."put your body against mine...come on baby grind"

20: George Bush:
Dumbass no good excuse for a fucking hick and who got mommy and daddy to pay his way through life...only to become the worst president!!!! piece of shit dick

21: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?:
Anathasius Nicole ________

21: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?:
Kyle Nicholous or... Devin Scott

22: Would you ever consider living abroad?:
Yes...that could be why i applied over seas

23: Will you pass on this survey?:
Hellz yea
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[22 Apr 2004|03:12pm]
[ mood | in a rush ]

Oookay well I'm in the IMC w/ the lovely Nataile...not really much to talk about but I guess I'll update anyways...hm... I think i'll chance the colors of my LJ, they're pretty boring..soemone is making a really annoying noise..idk what that is.

ahh crap gotta go.
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[06 Apr 2004|09:35am]
[ mood | bored ]

Knowing that we here at the ranch are always up for a bit of the kink, Little Jimmy Urine phoned to offer an insight into why he thinks Frankenstein girls are so sexy.

DAVID LEE: You do make a writers job a hard one with your music, it is impossible to describe, at least by comparison.
LITTLE JIMMY URINE: How about "It sucks!" That should cover it all! (laughs) You could file it away between "Country" and "Zydeco."

DL: Now there is an idea! Or "None of the above?"
LJU: Yeah, that way I don't get pinned down to anything. I am like a politician, I don't actually answer the question.

DL: So, this is the first step towards a career in politics?
LJU: No, I can't stand it (politics). I am very non-political but funnily enough there are a lot of bands out there that are very good that are very political and I don't have a problem with that. PUBLIC ENEMY is great and RAGE AGAINST THE MACHINE but I hate politics and this band is completely non-political. Any message that we have is really very plain. It is right there on the chorus of every song. Boom!, there it is! (laughs)

DL: That reminds me of when Luke from the 2LIVE CREW was being interviewed for the biography of Ozzy Osbourne and he said, "There ain't no backward messages in our music, it is about getting' our d***s sucked. We even tell you how we want you to suck it, there are no backward messages here." Or something to that effect (laughs).
LJU: (Laughing) Mr. Campbell! He is such a nice guy. Well our message is not necessarily a simple message like, "Suck our d***s," but the live show, it definitely sharpened it up but for the creative process, it is pretty much the same.

DL: When people talk about the band they usually emphasis the live show so, just what is a MINDLESS SELF INDULGENCE gig like?
LJU: It is whatever we feel is going to entertain us. I don't like guys who sit there and do nothing, it is boring. I really don't give a s*** if somebody is playing well or not, it is if you are entertaining or not. I hate musicians, we all really hate musicians so it is like, if the guy is going to eat his guitar, I think that he is a much better guitarist than if he is doing an E minor 7th chord or something. It really is whatever is going to entertain us. If Steve wants to go with his little wireless system and go up to a balcony and throw a chair at me, that is fine and that is fun. If I decide I am going to drink my piss that night then that is fun and if Steve wants to join me he can. It is pretty much whatever is going to entertain us and we do try to piss people off all the time.

DL: What has gotten the best reaction for you so far?
LJU: That is pretty much it because when people like us, we don't know what to do but when people hate us we know exactly what to do. We all are definitely from the same school and we never got a lot of attention as kids. For me, it is not like "Woe is me, I have had a terrible life so I am going to take it out on the world," no, I was always just a little idiot who never got enough attention and now I can run around yelling "Hey, it's me guys, look at me I am lighting my arm on fire!"

DL: Have you ever been met by the tour bus. . .
LJU: Oh, yeah. We like all that stuff and I answer all of my own e-mails and when we were out with RAMMSTEIN and ICP we would always hang out and if people wanted to come over and say hi, we would always hang out. For me, it is not like a tour is all about sex and drug, it is a job. I am going to bloody my face up and all that crap but then the next thing you know I am just going to be hanging out and when it is time to go I am going to go and soak my goddamned legs in a tub somewhere. (laughs) I am not like "Yeah, lets go get some bitches and do some drugs and hang backstage."

DL: Well, are you ever met by people who you have pissed off that night, I hear the live samples on the record where you are telling some guy how you are going to ass f*** his girlfriend, that has to prove less endearing in some places outside of New York and L.A?
LJU: Yeah, but it is funny, ICP was like that where we would come off the stage right after the set and jump down in the pit and say "Here we are, what the f*** do you want?" Not in the sense of like we were going to kick someone's ass or something but, "Hey, so you didn't like the show?" A lot of the kids were really cool once we were down there but I guess they just wanted to put us through it, you know. People either love it or hate it, which is good. For every type of music there is a faction that really love it and a faction that really hate it and there are tons of ICP fans who couldn't stand it but there were also a lot that really liked it. The same thing with someone who likes APHEX TWINS, "This really isn't electronic music, it is just a bunch of goofy fools." But then again there are a bunch of people who say, "These guys are great, I have never heard anything programmed like that before!" I guess that there hasn't been anybody that was like, "Hey, I'll see you at three O'clock you motherf***er!" (laughs)

DL: "I'll meet you at he flagpole dude!" (laughs)
LJU: Yeah! But, hey, it is only music, no big deal, you know? I am not into that whole, "Well, you don't like my music so I am going to get you!" Who cares? I don't like my music! It's all about being an a**hole and not all the testosterone you can handle. Look at me, I am just a skinny little nothing, somebody's grandmother could kill me! (laughs) They could send their girlfriend that I said I was going to f*** in the ass and she could kill me! (laughs)

DL: If you should survive that what do you plan to do with the band in the future?
LJU: I am hoping to finish this next can of soup and write a new record and get another can or two of soup.

DL: If the advance holds out?
LJU: Yeah. I am always working on stuff, I can write a song in a day and then polish it off later but I can pretty much sit down and churn out two or three a week without a problem.

DL: Do you take the skeleton of a finished song to the other guys in the band for their input?
LJU: Yeah but I have pretty much finished it, gone as far as I can take it and then I will sit down with the rest of them and work out live bits and that stuff we will put on top of it when we go into the big studio. That is, pretty much, what we end up using for the live shows as well. If there is a song and all of the live instruments are great and the electronics stink, I will kill it. If I have got an idea, something that I want to write about and halfway through the song I begin writing about chickens as well as this really important thing, if it sounds good then I am going to leave it. It is just whatever sounds good. There are no specifics to it. The thing is, it is all sacrificeable to what we think is fun and cool. Nobody is sitting around saying, "Dude, I didn't play guitar on that song." Everybody just does there thing and has fun but I guess I am the principle song writer.

DL: Each gives as determined by their ability and only takes what they need?
LJU: Exactly, very nicely put! You must be a writer! (laughs)

DL: Naw, Communist! (laughs)
LJU: Oh, OK, either one (laughs).

DL: On this tour will you be headlining or will you be going out as a special guest again?
LJU: If we were to headline it wouldn't be until the end of the year. What we want to do right now is jump on everybody's tour and piss off their fans! (laughs) At this point I'll take anything from SLIPKNOT to CHER.

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Why don't you get a key then? [25 Mar 2004|10:00am]
[ mood | hungry ]

sleeping in
no math homework
no time-limits
talking my way out of trouble
1/2 days
serious conversations w/ people I don't normally have them with
getting notes
writing notes
looking nice
new shoes
making people laugh/smile
Vincent in general
my candy
making candy
copying off of someone's math homework :)
giving someone a necklace/bracelet and them wearing it
lunch @ school, not because of the food, because of the people I get to see


"then I say we do, we date."
"you make me smile more than I'm comfortable with."
"wow and you are like the perfect girl."
"you have smooth, silky skin :)."
"I'm gonna make you a sweet, sweet dish."
"I love you, I truely do."
"You have got to be one of the coolest girls I've met in a long time."
"I'm really glad I'm starting to fall for you.."
"Oh, shut up."
"You know, Banna's starting to get really pretty, I've never noticed it before now."
"I thought you were gay?"
"You don't get annoying like most girls, you're like hanging out with a guy, only..nicer."
"You should give me a picture."
"You're gorgeous."
"Blah blah blah bitch blah blah"
"You're my straw-berry banana smoothie goddess."
"I knew you were good people when I started talking to you."
"Yes, he is."
"the way you are..you."
"You're one of the most awesome girls I know."
"She dumped me."
"How did you get so smart?"
"Sunshine..don't let these rainclouds come between us."
"I love you, Banna."
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[18 Mar 2004|03:10pm]
[ mood | bored ]

I've been in it once but it went away. [country road].

I wuoldn't say heights, but falling off of something really high, or standing over the edge of something and being pushed or losing my balance. Or drowning

Marilyn Monroe :) [historical?!]


I'm a terrible drunk.

People eating from other people's plates/touching people's food. Or lying to aviod embarassment.

Wallet, bracelets [not really carried..], and chapstick.

Not talking to someone, getting in a fight w/ someone I care about.

Oranges, Apricot Mango lotion.

Rehearsal Studio's

Hawaii [transvestites]

FUCKING BUDDY NEILSON! :) [minus the STD's he might have picked up here and there.]

Biting my nails, wiping my hands on my pants instead of using a napkin. [::blushes::]

Record? Blah... uhh CD would be the Moneen CD

Heh heh ... :blushes: it's a person not a thing..

Donn't give a fuuuckk

Do I beleive in it?... eh? I guess so.


Aimee Beckstead or John Delao ;-)

Music or eating crackers..

Don't really know..

As a fuckface

Forgive and forget.

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in de IMC [18 Mar 2004|02:56pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

Woohooo fun times in the IMC!!!!

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[12 Mar 2004|06:42pm]
I ever write in here anymore so go to this www.blurty.com/users/nxverhexrdofit
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Questionaire! [10 Mar 2004|02:57pm]
[ mood | In a hurry ]

1 minute ago: talking to Natalie about how some girl named herself Banna and how it sucked :)
1 day ago at this time: The exactly same thing [typing on the computers w/ Natalie in the IMC]
1 week ago: Probably at Vincent's after school
1 year ago: Going out with Andy?
5 minutes ago: Laughing about how "gangsta" this girl sounded on her journal..I'm a bitch
5 days ago: Hanging out w/ Vince and Nick
5 weeks ago: Don't remember
5 months ago: Getting ready for Xmas or playing in de snow?
5 years ago: ..... Taking a poo
i hurt: myself when I put on eyeliner
i love: to watch couples at school
i hate: to watch couples at school
i fear: Drowning or never finding a serious relationship again [..it's stupid.]
i hope: That I don't get a horrible report card on Friday
i feel alone: when I'm alone
i break: things constantly
i listen: to lots of music, to peopels problems that don't concern me in the hallways
i hide: when people threaten to touch my ears
i breathe: a lot
i play: the violin and the bass guitar
i miss: Hawaii
i learn: new things every day
i feel: like peeing :(
i know: that you can't fix something w/o making it worse for someone in the end
i say: "fuck" a lot
i dream: Almost every night
i want: a new guitar, a feeling of self-security
i fell: for him twice
i CANT wait: for Warped Tour [fuck you]
i need: to pee

- last movie you saw: Beetle Juice
- last movie you saw on the big screen: The Passion of the Christ
- last phone number you called: 26o-o321 [me grammy]
- last show you watched on TV: Hey Arnold
- last song you heard: Ground Folds [acoustic]
- last thing you had to drink: Wild Berry Minute Maid
- thing you ate: french fries
- last time you showered: last year, Dec. 7th I think, It's almost time for it to roll around again or this year...
- last time you cried: I felt like crying during 2nd period
- last time you smiled: When Natalie read what her results were for the "How Smooth Are You" quiz [she's an STD]
- last time you laughed: Ditto
- last person you hugged: Jackie I think
- last person you kissed: Jen on the cheek or Chelsea/Vincent actually kissing
- last thing you said: "Heh heh heh"
- last person u talked to online: Andy
- last thing you smelled: Huh huh huh smell my finger huh huh huh

Do you...
- smoke? No
- do drugs? No
- drink? Meh
- sleep with stuffed animals? I have a hooker named Fluffy
- have a dream that keeps coming back? Yeah this haunted house one
- play an instrument? Yah lots :)
- believe there is life on other planets? Oh yeah
- read the newspaper? Every day
- have any gay or lesbian friends? Of course
- believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? If you try hard enough.
- consider yourself tolerant of others? Not usually. Tolerant of what?
- consider police a friend or foe? Neither, I don't really consider them?
- like he taste of alcohol? Sometimes....
- have a favourite Stooge? Hmm...never thought about it till now, but I like Larry
- believe in astrology? Not really
- believe in magic? To an extent
- pray? Have before..
- go to church? Unwillingly
- have any secrets? Tons
- have any pets? A rat named Hayley and some fish
- go to or plan to go to college? Don't know yet
- have a degree? .....
- talk to strangers who instant message you? All the time
- wear hats? Sometimes, I like... yeah sometimes.
- have any piercings? Yep
- have any tattoos? Yep
- have a "hot spot"? HAH yes :)
- wish on stars? Shooting ones
- like your handwriting? Sometimes it's better than others
- have any bad habits? I guess biting my nails
- believe in witches? ....oh yeahhhh...
- believe in Satan? Don't really know
- believe in ghosts? Somewhat...I beleive in spirits/ora's?
- believe in Santa? Heh
- believe in the Easter Bunny? Heeee
- believe in the Tooth Fairy? Haaww
- have a second family? Yeah. Natalie & Lisa's family or Jessica's family. Jen's mom was like my "grandma" but I haven't seen her in forever...

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[09 Mar 2004|03:13pm]
"for stupid girls who think that every boy is all about them"
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Don't it make you feel like....shittttttttttt? [26 Feb 2004|10:37am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Last night was amazing. Moneen put on the best show I've ever seen and Senses Fail was amazing. Some big guy punched me in the stomach because..okay you know how when you crowd surf and you get to the stage these big fucks pick you up and take you aside so you can walk around to the back? Wellllll they grabbed me and started "escorting" [aka dragging] me to the side but the second they let go of me I ran back and jumped into the crowd, well the next time I got up there, he grabbed me by my fucking leg/foot and got me on the ground and punched me in the stomach lol. It sucked so bad. Got the wind knocked out of me, fuckin bastards. My muscles all really hurt now, but it was really fun, Jackie and I are Buddy's favorite fans ;-) YOU KNOW WHY!

I got the Moneen CD last night and I wanted to get a SF button but, meh, no worries. We got there at 2:3o and waited untill 7:oo. Freezing our balls off. Andy and Natalie kept me warm if you know what I mean. Vincent pouted the whole time, next time he asks me to pay for his ticket he better not just sit outside the whole time...that was gay.. I was hoping he would come in, he's fun at concerts. Ehhh..

Hugging Buddy and kissing him on the cheek will be the highlight of my entire year I'll bet. Unless we get to fuck next time ;)
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"Yeah we had some fun times." [17 Feb 2004|01:25pm]
[ mood | restless ]

Yeah..we sure did.. I miss them sometimes..but.. then I remember why they ended, and they don't seem as wonderful. You're in my mind almost every hour. It's pathetic. If we were together it wuoldn't be as bad, but we're not, and that makes me a pathetic little girl. Yaapp... Quite sad. I'm happy without you, but, the times were fun, and you took 8 months out of my life. I hope you're happy now?

"I'll never think back, and I'll never regret a single thing we had. I would have, should have, and could of had anything that I wanted, but I wanted you."

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B-Rad and the Corporate Avengers [16 Feb 2004|10:23am]
[ mood | hungry ]

Lately things have been great.
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"passed out on the overpass, Sunday best in broken glass" [03 Feb 2004|05:54pm]
[ mood | content ]

XoMarilynMonroeX: Got any idea's on what to do a speech on..
vinny flag: wat speech
XoMarilynMonroeX: Demonstration speech
vinny flag: masturbate
XoMarilynMonroeX: Mr Torres wouldn't let us do that I'll bet
vinny flag: do it to him and he will
XoMarilynMonroeX: He would'nt let me and Jenn show how to sew stuff onto your hands and stuff liek that, he wouldn't let me show how to pierce someone's ears, I don[t think he'll let us do that
XoMarilynMonroeX: lmao good point
vinny flag: smoke?
XoMarilynMonroeX: i'm gonna do something gay like making a smoothie or something
XoMarilynMonroeX: or making love.
XoMarilynMonroeX: :-* I"m extrodinary at both ::Dusts off hands::
vinny flag: ohhh ohh oh do that
vinny flag: a love smoothie of semen
XoMarilynMonroeX: Wow it's genius.
vinny flag: duh
XoMarilynMonroeX: I bet I could get some extra pointes out of him if I used his semen that i got out from my him by hand.
XoMarilynMonroeX: or mouth.
vinny flag: yea A+
XoMarilynMonroeX: I love me a fat Mexican
XoMarilynMonroeX: ::Rubs stomach::
vinny flag: u should hook up wit Nester
XoMarilynMonroeX: lmao
XoMarilynMonroeX: mmm
XoMarilynMonroeX: Hook it up Vincent
XoMarilynMonroeX: ;-)
vinny flag: to bad hes mine :-*
XoMarilynMonroeX: Damn damn damn
vinny flag: u can have em though since im so nice
XoMarilynMonroeX: 8-) sweeet

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Heh. [03 Feb 2004|04:30pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

I pierced my nipples last night.

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[02 Feb 2004|10:47pm]
Rongo was here.
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CRAP OUT OF TIME [02 Feb 2004|01:28pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Oh man, this weekend..funnest weekend for a long time. I had so much fun.. Concert on Friday, fucking kicked ass, people over on Saturday, very fun, got to see Rongo since I never see him anymore<3. Ummm Sunday night, people came over again. Ahh crap gota go bells ringing I"ll finish at home.

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[31 Jan 2004|11:53pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Jackie is a sex goddest...trust me guys.. I know ::Wink:: and also.. I really like goats. Today was really fun..I'm looking forward to tomorrow

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